Monday, 21 May 2018

To forgive and to overlook

When someone hurts you, there are several permissible ways in which you can react to that.

First, you can go to Allah with your weakness and make doa. A supplication to Allah, against the one who have hurt you. Rasullullah said, the doa of the one who is oppressed will never be rejected.

Or there is another option you can do which basically wait until the day of judgment where you demand some good deeds from the one who hurt you in the dunya equivalent to the amount of the hurt they caused you and had that person have no good deeds to pass down to you, then you end up giving them some of your bad deeds. This is based from an authentic hadith from the Rasullullah.

The third option which is the best of options, an option which only a few people pursue and may Allah make me and you amongst the few. The option is when you FORGIVE and OVERLOOK the pain which the person have caused you. So, you do not make doa against them and you do not wait until the judgment day to gain some of the good deeds, rather you simply FORGIVE.

You might ask, what is the benefit of this? The benefit is a REWARD from Allah. It is a reward that is limitless, that is something that your mind cannot imagine, something that your eyes have never seen, something that your ears have never heard about. Allah said, “..whoever forgives and reconciles, then the reward is on Me". When the King of this dunya tells you “I have a gift or a reward for you”, then you know for a fact that reward or that gift will be equivalent to the wealth, power, majesty and capability of that King. Masyaallah. 

You know for a fact that Allah has an amazing reward being saved for you. May Allah allow me and you to taste the sweetness of the reward, ameen.

Wednesday, 16 May 2018

Motherhood is not easy



1. Having a child, especially of your own, is a dream of many.

2. I am blessed with an amazing baby daughter when I got pregnant with her during my third month of marriage.

3. Yes, it was fast. People were saying that first year of marriage is a honey moon year. Yes, it was a honey moon year for us, with a baby in my belly. We did almost everything together, as early as that.

4. Cut the story short, I delivered my baby during my 37th week and 4 days of pregnancy. She is absolutely beautiful and truly a gift. I still can remember how beautiful her eyes were when she looked at me right after she came out. Subhanallah.

5. So, was it easy to be a first time mother? To me, not is not easy and also easy. It depends on the tasks and situations.

Being first time mom is not easy

1. It is not easy when I have to breastfeed my baby for every two or three hours. It is prolonged until now, she is near to one year old. This leads to sleep deprivation and mood swings for most of the times. To have a supportive and supporting husband during these periods is such a bless from the Above.

2. It is also not easy as I have to learn to spare my used-to-be-personal-time for my baby. When I got married, it was quite difficult for me to digest that my personal time needs to be shared with my husband. When I become a mother, it seems like my baby needs more of my time (than my husband) and attention and I am getting less and lesser of personal time. This leads to frustration (sometimes), and again causes mood swings. What helps me to overcome this is by saying in heart that everything I do and sacrificed will be rewarded later by Allah, inshallah. But this doesn’t always work. When it doesn’t work, I exploded (this is scary I tell you). The obvious victim from my explosion is obviously my husband. May Allah grant him with the highest paradise for his patience.

3. It is not easy because I am not used to have a messy house. Stuff is always at its original position and every inch of the living space is clean. I have practiced and lived with this kind of surrounding since young. So, to see toys spreading all over the floor and my kitchen and other parts of the house in a mess because I didn’t have a chance to clean because my baby needs me cause me nerve-racking and anxious at most of the time. Hopefully I can get used to this at the soonest!

4. It is not easy because I have to do a lot of planning. Be it meal planning, cloth, etc for the three of us. When my plans don’t happen like I wish it to happen, or even sometimes I don’t have sufficient time to make a plan, this, this causes me to feel like a failure. Failure means frustration. Frustration causes mood swing. Again, you see. What kind of a person is this??

Being first time mom is EASY!

1. It is easy because I ENJOY doing things. That’s it. When we enjoy doing things, it will become easy. I have to control my mind to make sure I enjoy doing everything. Yes I have to do this now and everyday.

In short, being a first time mother requires me to learn so many things. I am learning and this learning process will never end. I will try to make my motherhood an easy one, inshallah. I hope everyone too, has a wonderful motherhood journey.









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Tuesday, 8 May 2018

My baby's first teeth

My baby daughter is 8 months old today.

Her first tooth came out, to be followed by the second tooth. Alhamdulillah. Though i love seeing her toothless face, her face with tooth now looks as cute as always. Nothing less.

Her toothing experience may be painful, idk, but she suddenly cries while biting her toys. Indication of pain maybe?

There was once she kept on biting her comb and suddenly i saw fresh blood on it. Her gusi was blooding but she acted like nothing really happened! Being a worried umi, I take off the comb and clean the blood. I saw a new tooth is coming!!


Pengalaman bengkak susu

Bengkak Susu

Pengalaman pertama bengkak susu terjadi minggu ni. Baby dah 7 bulan lebih, baru nak merasa bengkak susu 😅 Selalunya dengar orang dalam pantang yg kena bengkak susu ni. Tapi yg dah habis pantang pun boleh kena rupanya.

Umi mmg jenis tak pam susu time weekend. Pam susu hanya pada hari bekerja. Alasannya malas dan risau kalau pam time weekend (time duduk dgn baby), nnt baby tak cukup susu. Huhu. Al kisahnya, weekend lepas entah mcm mana, rasa mcm miss B cepat sgt full. Baby pulak x demand susu sgt, 2-3 hours baru dia merengek.

Nak dijadikan cerita, umi biar je miss B penuh (boleh rasa keras sikit) dan offer dekat baby bila dia nak susu. Sehari selepas tu, bila umi sentuh miss B sebelah kanan, rasa macam ada ketul2 yg banyak. Ish risaunya. Malam sebelumnya masa tidur, tiba2 menggigil kesejukan.



Hah terus teringat dalam hati, aku kena bengkak susu ni. Cepat2 lah google cara nak redakan bengkak susu. Bengkak susu ni terjadi disebabkan byk faktor. Yg pastinya, umi dpt bengkak susu ni disebabkan tak kosongkan miss B dgn baik dan efisien.

Hasil google, antara tips yg umi ikut ialah basahkan kain dgn air suam dan tuam pada miss B yg bengkak utk buka laluan susu yg dah sempit disebabkan susu yg terkumpul yg tak boleh keluar tu. Lepas sejam tuam dgn air suam, alhamdulillah dpt rasa ketulan tu makin kecik. Tapi x hilang sepenuhnya lagi! 😣

Bila ketulan dah kecik, miss B rasa berat sgt. Cpt2 umi offer dekat baby. Baby sedut2 tapi tak habis sbb dia ngantuk sgt. Umi sambung tuam, tp ketulan still ada. Adoila.

Lepas tu google lagi pengalaman org. Last2 umi baca tips utk check nipple, kot2 ada yg tersumbat, sbb tu masih ada susu yg tersekat. Cepat2 check dan sah! Mmg ada satu lubang yg tersumbat. Pelan2 umi korek lubang susu yg tersumbat tu dan terus capai breastpump. Alhamdulillah, mmg betul rupanya lubang susu tersumbat. Masa pam tu agak laju susu keluar dan ketulan yg masih bersisa tadi hilang dgn sepenuhnya! Subhanallah.

Bengkak susu ni sakit tau sbb miss B jadi keras dan ada ketulan. Pastu susu tak mengalir spt kelajuan biasa. Pada mommies2, kalau miss B dah full jgn biar lama2, cpt2 kosongkan okay ☺ #bengkaksusu

Monday, 7 May 2018

Baby selsema

Baby dapat selsema daripada rumah pengasuh. Lepas baby dapat selsema, umi pun berjangkit sekali.

Umi bawak baby pergi klinik sbb risau sgt. Siap selsema dgn pakej batuk lagi. Alhamdulillah x ada demam.

Doktor kata selsema baby ni selsema biasa dan tak perlu dirisaukan pun. Tapi mana boleh x risau kan? Doktor sambung, kalau baby demam + selsema, baru kena risau. Kalau x ada demam, jangan risau lansung sbb selsema dan batuk akan sembuh sendiri.



Dah 5 hari, selsema baby masih x hilang dan batuk masih sama. Hidung pun sumbat sbb tgk dia bernafas melalui mulut. Alhamdulillah masa menyusu, baby still boleh menyusu smpai kenyang walaupun kdg2 berhenti sbb nk ambil nafas sbb hidung tersumbat.

Sedut hingus pun hingus x keluar. Baby balsam letak sokmo pun mcm x berkesan. Maybe nak cuba sterimar lepas ni? Baby umi syg, cpt sembuh ya

Review: Set Berpantang Nona Roguy

REVIEW SET BERPANTANG
NONA ROGUY

Umi beli set berpantang NR ni masa masih mengandung dr Lazada sebab harga kat situ paling murah (dan boleh dpt cashback dr Shopback!). Risau juga kalau kualiti x elok @ barang dah nak expired sbb harga murah. Tapi, bila sampai je set berpantang ni, memang dlm keadaan elok, original & expiry date tahun 2019. Siap dapat paper bag NR lagi!


Harga: RM230 inc postage

**Phytonatal: Inilah supplemen fav umi sbb bantu utk melawaskan. Umi pulak jenis sembelit. So bila nk membuang mmg sakit. Apatah lagi lepas bersalin dgn jahitan yg agak byk, phytonatal sgt membantu sebab ianya melembutkan najis. Senang sgt nak buang & x risau lansung! Umi ambil 2 biji sehari. Satu botol ada 90 tablet, mmg cukup utk tempoh berpantang. 1 lagi positive effect dari phytonatal ni ialah umi makin kurus dari badan sebelum mengandung! (mungkin hasil lawas setiap hari).


**Akar herbanika: Ini ialah minuman utk ibu slps bersalin. Rasanya? Ada org cakap x sedap, pahit dan sebagainya. Tapi bila umi minum air akar ni (dengan air suam2), xde pulak rasa mcm tu. Alhamdulillah boleh minum seperti air kosong biasa. Ada bau mcm herba2 sikit, tapi xdelah teruk sgt. Kesan air akar utk umi ialah menaikkan pengeluaran susu. Mcm x percaya, tapi yaa it worked on me!

**Minyak herbanika: Minyak ni berangin sedap je kalau sapu kat perut, kaki & belakang badan. Bau pun sedap. Masa mak bidan dtg mengurut umi, dia suggest sapu dekat dahi. Haaa hasilnya rasa ringan sikit kepala.


**Krim herbanika barut: Krim ni sapu keliling perut & pakai dengan bengkung. Al-masalahnya umi pakai bengkung 5-6 kali je sepanjang berpantang. Jadi, x dapat rasa sgt kesan krim ni. Bau dia lebih kurang myk herbanika

**Uncang cuci herbanika: Uncang cuci ni hilangkan bau badan. Umi x sempat guna sbb lebih prefer mandi guna air suam biasa.

**Herbanika lulur: Ok xde dlm gambar tapii lulur ni utk sental daki dan kulit kehitaman semasa mengandung. Sgt mujarab sbb kulit yg hitam2 tu mmg clear balik! Boleh tegangkan kulit jgk tapi lepas sental tgn jd kekuningan sikit sbb lulur ni warna kuning

In short, umi bagi 4.5 bibtang utk set berpantang NR.

Review: Mamypoko

MAMYPOKO DIAPER REVIEW

Diapers mamypoko ni hadiah daripada kawan abi, size S dan agak besar utk baby Humaira yg baru umur 2 bulan setengah. Tapi masih boleh pakai dan baby nampak selesa dengan diapers ni.


**Pros
1. Diapers mamypoko agak nipis dan ringan tapi sangat bagus dalam penyerapan urine baby. Setelah guna hampir 50 keping, tak pernah sekali pun bocor.
2. Ketahanan sehinhga 12 jam! Seriously no kidding. Dan kulit baby maintain kering walaupun urine penuh. Ada sekali tu 10 jam lebih dah baby dalam diapers ni, tapi baby nampak masih selesa.
3. Baby nampak sgt selesa nak gerak2kan kaki.
4. Ada line kuning di tengah diapers akan bertukar jadi warna biru bila baby dah shishi. Sangat canggih!
5. Material diapers sgt lembut.
6. Kulit baby tak jadi merah2.
7. Ada pelbagai corak yg sangat comel.


**Cons
1. Seperti yg semua orang tahu harga diapers mamypoko adalah antara yg mahal. Tapi ingat...walaupun mahal, tapi kalau x perlu tukar setiap 4 ke 5 jam, kan dah jimat tu?
2. Kalau baby newborn mungkin perlu tukar diapers banyak kali sebab baby selalu poopoo. Kalau parents mampu, oklah guna mamypoko for newborn babies.
3. Takde dah sebab puas hati sangat guna diapers ni.


Kesimpulannya umi sangat berpuas hati dengan diapers Mamypoko. Ada niat nak beli diapers ni especially for kegunaan malam. Jadi x perlulah umi tukar diapers baby waktu tgh malam lagi, sebab diapers ni tahan lama. In short, umi bagi 5 bintang!!


Review: Autumnz Breast Milk Storage Bags 5oz/150ml

Autumnz Breast Milk
Storage Bags 5oz/150ml
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Breastfeeding mommies mesti akan ada breast milk storage bags utk simpan breast milk yg telah di-pam sebagai bekalan masa depan 😁 Umi beli storage bags autumz ni sejak dalam pantang lagi dan ini adalah pembelian kali ke 3 😊😊 kenapa umi beli storage bags utk 5oz shj? Sbb hasil pam paling max pun 6oz utk satu sesi (both sides. mcm mana la org lain boleh dapat more than this? Apa rahsiaaaa??? 😷). So..most of the times mmg around 5oz je lah umi dapat. So..storage bags ni paling ideal utk umi ☺
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Seperti biasa, umi beli storage bags ni dari Lazada 😆
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🌻 Harga: RM54.50 (termasuk postage RM5) / 47sen each
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🌸PROS
1. Ada double ziplock. Kebarangkalian utk tertumpan atau zip terbuka amat tipis. So, susu selamat dalam storage bags ni 🖒
2. Pre-sterilised bags = utk memastikan safe feeding.
3. BPA free = all mommies want this! 😁
4. Plastik yg tebal utk cegah kebocoran.
5. Storage bags ni boleh diletakkan berdiri sbb ianya self-standing bottom. Mudah nak simpan dalam fridge. Boleh susun cantik2 lagi.
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🌱 CONS
1. Boleh digunakan sekali sahaja. Tak boleh recycle tau, utk mengekalkan kualiti susu baby. So..kalau umi dapat hasil pam 6 oz satu sesi, balance 1oz terpaksa diletakkan dalam storage bag yg baru. Huhu.
2. Tempat koyak tu agak susah nak dikoyakkan. So, most of the time umi akan gunting sebelum masukkan susu. Gunting lebih mudah berbanding nak koyak.
3. Pricing kot..kalau boleh beli lagi murah lagi umi suka hohoho 😆
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In short, umi mmg puas hati dgn kualiti autumz breast milk storage bags ni. Sgt mudah digunakan (kecuali bab nak gunting sebelum nak simpan susu). So umi bagi, 4🌟🌟🌟🌟

Review: Drypers NB64


DRYPERS NB DIAPER REVIEW

Ini adalah diaper pertama utk humaira yg abi dan umi beli. Satu pax sahaja sebagai permulaan. Dapat free sapu tgn + 1 pair of mittens tau!


*Harga : RM26++ (harga dekat Tesco masa tgh sale)


*PROS
1. Kuantiti yg banyak dalam satu pax.
2. Harga yg berpatutan =  value for money option.7
3. Corak diaper yg simple dan cantik.
4. Daya penyerapan baik dan tak ada insiden bocor sepanjang penggunaan.
5. Sesuai utk newborn yg memerlukan diapers ditukar secara kerap.


*CONS
1. Fabrik yg sedikit tebal, lebih kurang Petpet.
2. Kulit baby nampak basah semasa proses tukar lampin.
3. Perlu tukar selepas 4-5 jam penggunaan. Penting utk elak kulit bayi dalam keadaan basah dalam tempoh yg terlalu lama.

So...umi bagi 4 bintang utk Drypers NB.





Review: Huggies Dry Diapers S84

Review
Huggies Dry Diapers S84

Selepas guna Drypers NB dan Petpet NB, umi pun beralih kepada Huggies. Memandangkan berat humaira pun masatu dah 5kg, umi beli yg size S utk baby yg mempunyai berat 3-7kg. As usual, beli dari lazada secara combo (3pax).

*Harga: RM84.90 (33 sen sekeping)

*PROS
1. Harga yg murah dan berbaloi baloi = value for money
2. Penyerapan yg baik, tiada insiden bocor.
3. Baby nampak selesa dan masih boleh gerak2 dengan baik.
4. Cengkaman lampin ni dekat peha baby agak kemas = baik utk elak kebocoran.

*CONS
1. Size yg kecil. Actually sama besar dgn size Petpet NB. Memandangkan baby makin besar, jadi diapers ni agak ketat bila baby pakai. Ada kesan dekat peha baby
2. Kulit baby tak kering semasa proses penukaran lampin selepas 4-5 jam penggunaan.
3. So, kena tukar lampin secara regular, mungkin 4-5 jam sekali utk elak ruam lampin & ketidakselesaan kpd baby.
4. Material lebih kurang mcm Drypers, tak terlalu lembut tapi masih sesuai utk baby.

So..disebabkan umi beli 3pax Huggies Dry S84 dan size ni sebenarnya kecil utk baby walaupun dekat packaging tulis sesuai utk baby 3-7kgs, tapi size lampin ni x sesuai utk baby umi. Agak kecewa tapi bukan salah huggies pun lah. Umi bagi 3.5 bintang.


Pengalaman melahirkan anak pertama

7 June 2017

12.10am
Malam tu tido lewat sikit. Selalunya sebelum 12 mlm dah tido sebab nak bangun buat sahur pukul 4 pagi. Mata tertelap dan tiba2 terjaga sebab dengar bunyi "pop" dan diikuti rasa sakit nyilu. Rasa macam ada air keluar. Kejut abi 2 3 kali tapi nyenyak betul dia tido. Bila dah bagitau abi air ketuban dah pecah, terus melompat dia dari katil. Haha. Pastu cepat2 dia bagitau mama yang air ketuban dah pecah. Situasi panik pun bermula!

1.00 am
Menuju ke Hospital Selayang. Walaupun mulanya agak berkeras xnak pergi lagi, kalau boleh nak pergi lepas sahur atau pukul 6 pagi. Sebab? Risauuuu kena seluk banyak kali nanti. Ye la, contraction pun xde lansung, mestilah bukaan pun kecil lagi. Dalam perjalanan ke hospital, habis lencun kain dengan air ketuban.

1.30am
Sampai wad bersalin Hospital Selayang. Kena tadah air kencing kemudian kena check jantung baby guna alat yang ikat kat perut tu dan seluk. Huhu. Hasilnya, air kencing bercampur ketuban, jantung baby ok dan doktor pelatih check bukaan. Dia kata dah 4cm. Kemain umi happpy sgt sbb dah besar, sekali doktor lain datang dan seluk, rupanya baru 1cm! Cehh. Kemudian kena tukar baju hospital sebab kena warded.

2.00 am
Kena scan baby dan check bukaan sekali lagi. Ya ampun, sabar je lah. Baby ok dan bukaan? Baru 1.5cm. Grrr. Masa ni ketuban keluar dah bercampur dengan darah. Pad penuh dalam masa beberapa minit je. Doktor pelatih cucuk jarum besor dekat tangan kiri. Sakit tapi umi tahan je laa. Kemudian kena naik wheelchair, masuk wad. Abi amik wad second class utk umi, rm40 je satu malam dan ada aircond. Kemain laju nurse tolak umi ke ward 5C, kesian mama dan abi terkejar-kejar dari belakang. Setibanya di wad, ada 4 katil tapi aircond slow ya ampun..berpanas umi tido malam tu. Yang tak bestnya tak boleh ada peneman. Mama dan abi pun tido kat luar wad. Kesian sgt!

7.00 am
Datang doktor utk check pesakit2. Masa ni mental umi dah set, mesti kena seluk ni. Huhu. Dan semestinya kena seluk pun, oleh seorang doktor perempuan india. Dia punya kasar mashallah. Huhu. Hasil? Baru 3cm! Adoii lambatnya bukaan umi kan. Doktor suruh pergi jalan2 utk cepatkan bukaan. So tanpa berlengah, umi terus pi kat pantry, tengok sekeliling tak ada orang, dan bertawaflah umi dekat 100 kali kat situ. Masa ni dah ada sikit2 contraction. Bila sakit, umi berhenti jalan dan pejam mata. Boleh tahan lagi sakitnya masa tu.

9.30 am
Umi makan sikit dan terus pi jalan2 lagi. Tiba2 doktor panggil umi utk check jantung, sebab jantung umi ada masalah sikit. Rupanya kena buat ujian CTG dan echo dulu sebelum masuk labour room. Oh utk pengetahuan, kalau air ketuban dah pecah, baby perlu dilahirkan dalam masa 24 jam utk elak masalah kpd baby. Jadi kalutlah doktor2 dan nurse nak check tahap kesihatan umi. Nurse datang dan suruh umi prepare barang baby utk masuk labour room. Umi dah cuak. Baru 3cm kot, dah kena masuk labour room??

10.30 am
Nurse suruh naik wheelchair, umi kena buat echo dekat clinic pakar. Pastu terus kena masuk labour room. Paling menyesal masani umi x sempat makan banyak2. Umi dah tak lalu makan masa tu sbb dok pikir nak bersalin dah jap lagi. Dengan tak cukup tidurnya. Umi sempat minum sekotak milo dan sebiji kurma je. Yang lain2 semua dah tak lalu. Umi bagitau abi. Abi dan mama tok pun bergegas ikut umi pi buat echo. Lepas buat echo, nurse tolak laju2 masuk dalam labour room terus. Masa ni abi sorang je boleh teman umi dalam labour room. Mama tok kena tunggu kat luar. Kesian mama.

12.00 pm
Dah dalam labour room, umi kena pakai baju labour warna biru, ada tali ikat dekat belakang. Masa ni baru 4cm tapi umi dah kat dalam labour room. Nurse takde pulak bagi ubat buang air besar kat umi. Tapi disebabkan terlampau nervous, umi rasa nak terberak. Dalam labour room ada toilet. Lama jugak umi membuang sampai doktor tanya umi ok ke x dalam tu. Hehe. Pastu keluar toilet kena duduk atas katil labour. Kena masuk air dekat tangan dan bermulalah sesi contraction yg amat amat sakit.

3.00pm
Contraction sgt2 kuat. Alhamdulillah ada abi. Boleh lah umi genggam tangan abi kuat2. Nasib baik la abi redho je. Setiap kali contraction, sakitnya mashaallah. Dengan x selesanya sebab dekat perut umi ada alat utk check denyutan jantung baby. Nurse tanya nak epidural dan ubat tahan sakit tak. Konon masih boleh tahan dan know what, umi x ambil ubat tahan sakit dan epidural. Masa tgh contraction kuat tu, umi mintak epidural. Sebab doktor pakar tgh dlm operation theatre, kena tunggu dia. By the time doktor tu sampai, bukaan umi dah pun 8cm. So, tak boleh cucuk epidural dah.

4.30pm
Doktor dtg dan check bukaan. Doktor kata dah boleh teran ni puan. Oh what? Seriously? Bila contraction je, umi teran kuat2. Doktor kata dah nampak kepala baby, push lagi. Setelah berkali2 push, baby x keluar jugak dan doktor decide utk vacuum baby keluar. Abi kena tunggu dekat luar. Masa contraction, umi push baby dan doktor vacuum, alhamdulillah baby keluar dgn selamat dan doktor letak baby atas dada umi. Alhamdulillah!

Tuesday, 1 May 2018

Hubby's new job

Someome is happy tonight. Alhamdulillah. All praises to Allah. Husband just got a new job. This didn't come that easy without prayers and support from our parents, family members and closed friends. May Allah ease his journey at the new workplace. Love you, hubby. Congratulations! <3

16.2.2017

Pregnancy at 16th week

Alhamdulillah. Umi made it this far! Only Allah knows how it feels to be pregnant. The first three months, oh to be more specific, the first 6 weeks were superbly challenging and full of tears. (Umi counted as 6 weeks only because before umi knows umi was pregnant, umi was just perfectly fine like no-pregnant at all. Hahah) Now? Umi feels much better than those days, alhamdulillah!

If during first trimester umi couldnt really eat, now umi can eat almost everything in front of umi's eyes! Umi lost about 5kgs during the 6 difficult weeks. Now? Umi gains a bit. Hoooopefully it wont increase too much =P

Baby bump? Yeahh, my favourite thing so far. Umi loves to see the small baby bump. You are inside there baby. Are you on the left or right side? Umi also dont know. Umi cant barely feel your movements eventhough umi is 120% sure you are having good dancing timw inside there. Hehe. Many people says umi's baby bump is small at this 16th week of pregnancy. They said umi is dieting, umi doesnt eat enough etc. But umi knows umi had enough food for you and umi. Inshaallah! Grow well baby.